I want to truly live.
ZITATE. Sprüche, Redewendungen, Textauszüge, Liedtexte, Kurzfilme, Tanzvideos, Lieder, etc.: mir sind irgendwann die Post-Its und Notizbücher ausgegangen. Lumen [lat.] = Licht. Noctivagum [lat.] = nachts umherschweifend, bei Nacht umherziehend. Der Blogtitel ist vor Jahren in einem Gespräch mit meiner besten Freundin entstanden. Das Hintergrundbild ist von mir. Sofern nicht anderweitig genannt, zählen Zitate ohne Referenz zu "Unbekannt". ~Fiete, on hiatus
30. April 2018
27. April 2018
24. April 2018
22. April 2018
"Falling into Love" by Alan Watts
Well, now really when we go back into falling in love.
And say, it's crazy. Falling.
You see?
We don't say "rising into love".
There is in it, the idea of the fall.
And it goes back, as a matter of fact, to extremely fundamental things.
That there is always a curious tie at some point between the fall and the creation.
Taking this ghastly risk, is the condition of there being life.
You see, for all life is an act of faith and an act of gamble.
The moment you take a step, you do so on an act of faith
because you don't really know that the floor's not going to give under your feet.
The moment you take a journey, what an act of faith.
The moment that you enter into any kind of human undertaking in relationship,
what an act of faith.
See? You've given yourself up.
But this is the most powerful thing that can be done: surrender.
See? And love is an act of surrender to another person.
Total abandonment.
I give myself to you. Take me. Do anything you like with me.
See? So, that's quite mad because you see, it's letting things get out of control.
All sensible people keep things in control.
Watch it, watch it, watch it. Security? Vigilance? Watch it. Police? Watch it.
Guards? Watch it. Who's going to watch the guards?
So, actually, therefore, the course of wisdom, what is really sensible,
is to let go, is to commit oneself, to give oneself up and that's quite mad.
So we come to the strange conclusion that in madness lies sanity.
(first found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wg8E68iKWps)
17. April 2018
Moonlight Drawn by Clouds, 2016
Wegen der sinnlosen nachklingenden Verbundenheit habe ich nicht den Mut es selbst zu tun.
15. April 2018
10. April 2018
9. April 2018
The Guardians, 2017
Flehe, solange du noch kannst,
denn während du flehst,
fällst du tiefer und tiefer.
denn während du flehst,
fällst du tiefer und tiefer.
6. April 2018
Bianca Sparacino
Be alone.
Eat alone, take yourself on dates, sleep alone.
In the midst of this you will learn about yourself.
You will grow, you will figure out what inspires you,
you will curate your own dreams, your own beliefs, your own stunning clarity,
and when you do meet the person who makes your cells dance,
you will be sure of it,
because you are sure of yourself.
5. April 2018
Nikita Gill
"Bitch."
The seemingly violent word eclipses
my nonviolent walk home
because I dared to ignore you.
I used to wither, you know.
Used to be crushed under the weight
when they spoke words like that
specifically to dehumanize me.
No more. I refuse to be darkened
by the words of shallow spirited men
birthed from the very wombs
they do not respect.
You called me a bitch
so now, I will wear it as coronet
reclaim every insult you throw
and you ain't seen nothing yet.
You've just made me angry
prompted the animal hiding
inside my rib cage, so take
these words as a fair warning;
Never again trivialise
the power of my sisters and I
because you only do it out of fear
of women stronger than you.
And you know what bitches do
when they smell fear, don't you?
We howl.
And then we hunt.
The seemingly violent word eclipses
my nonviolent walk home
because I dared to ignore you.
I used to wither, you know.
Used to be crushed under the weight
when they spoke words like that
specifically to dehumanize me.
No more. I refuse to be darkened
by the words of shallow spirited men
birthed from the very wombs
they do not respect.
You called me a bitch
so now, I will wear it as coronet
reclaim every insult you throw
and you ain't seen nothing yet.
You've just made me angry
prompted the animal hiding
inside my rib cage, so take
these words as a fair warning;
Never again trivialise
the power of my sisters and I
because you only do it out of fear
of women stronger than you.
And you know what bitches do
when they smell fear, don't you?
We howl.
And then we hunt.
4. April 2018
3. April 2018
"The Single Woman" by Mandy Hale
When you are your own best friend,
you don't endlessly seek out relationships,
friendships and validation
from the wrong sources
because you realize
that the only approval
and validation
you need
is
your
own.
you don't endlessly seek out relationships,
friendships and validation
from the wrong sources
because you realize
that the only approval
and validation
you need
is
your
own.
2. April 2018
1. April 2018
30. März 2018
27. März 2018
Quinn King, UnREAL (2018)
So, if you want to earn real power and respect,
you're gonna have to step unto your balls and grab it.
Be your own woman.
Not someone else's bitch.
you're gonna have to step unto your balls and grab it.
Be your own woman.
Not someone else's bitch.
26. März 2018
22. März 2018
21. März 2018
Rosalind Sedacca
I'd rather be single, in a comfortable relationship with myself,
than trapped in a dysfunctional, toxic relationship with someone else.
19. März 2018
Fight For My Way, 2017
Hwang Jang Ho: Statt an Geld, solltest du an deine Träume, deinen Einsatz oder dein Herz
denken und dein Leben voll auskosten.
Ko Dong Man: Man kann nur träumen und seinem Herzen folgen, wenn man Geld hat.
denken und dein Leben voll auskosten.
Ko Dong Man: Man kann nur träumen und seinem Herzen folgen, wenn man Geld hat.
17. März 2018
Oh My Venus, 2015
Even if you look completely fine on the outside,
it takes time to heal.
Since injuries are different from
how they look on the outside.
it takes time to heal.
Since injuries are different from
how they look on the outside.
15. März 2018
"When It's All Over" by Raign
We search for answers
and yet we invent the questions.
What if we could see that heaven
was born with in our very souls.
We all have the power to create something from nothing.
How could this be such a secret?
Our world is dying.
But our souls are not.
The future is ours.
and yet we invent the questions.
What if we could see that heaven
was born with in our very souls.
We all have the power to create something from nothing.
How could this be such a secret?
Our world is dying.
But our souls are not.
The future is ours.
- Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0AqUN7HBx4
- Audio Version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQjXNyC0liA
12. März 2018
11. März 2018
"Queen" by Jessie J
Stop playing with your body, lady
Stop feeling like you're not enough
Stop feeding into the haters
Stop and give yourself some love (woah)
Stop staring at the mirror getting faded
Saying you won't fall in love
Stop trusting in those fake idiots
Trust me they don't give a fuck (woah)
I'm tired of seeing it
I'm tired of feeling this
The world says beauty is changing
Fuck that it's fake expectation, not the real shit
Let's get naked
Start meditating, feel elevated and say
I love my body, I love my skin
I am a goddess, I am a queen
Stop chasing all the hype, my girl
Stop trying to change who you are
Stop cutting yourself up on the outside (outside)
When the inside is never scarred
It can't be healed with something materialistic
Can't be healed by a man who stays distant
It's deeper
Save yourself, before you betray yourself
I'm tired of seeing it (so tired)
I'm tired of feeling this (so)
The world says beauty is changing
Fuck that it's fake expectation, not the real shit
Let's get naked (let's get naked)
Start meditating, feel elevated and say
I love my body, I love my skin
I am a goddess, I am a queen
(first heard here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWl4JuZu82w)
10. März 2018
My Love From The Star, 2013
Es gibt diesen Spruch "Hyoong Joong Saeng Jin".
Das heißt, dass ich dich so sehr vermisse, dass sich Staub in meinem Herzen sammelt.
Das heißt, dass ich dich so sehr vermisse, dass sich Staub in meinem Herzen sammelt.
9. März 2018
Goblin, 2016
I am always listening...
All that God does, is ask questions.
Fate is a question I ask someone.
The answer...
...is something that you must find for yourselves.
-(Deity)
All that God does, is ask questions.
Fate is a question I ask someone.
The answer...
...is something that you must find for yourselves.
-(Deity)
6. März 2018
5. März 2018
"there is no such thing as a perfect heart" by k.s.
of course you're falling apart,
darling, you're human,
and sometimes,
and sometimes,
humans only know
how to crumble
4. März 2018
3. März 2018
1. März 2018
"Damage" by Josephine Hart
'All damaged people are dangerous. Survival makes them so.'
'Why?'
'Because they have no pity. They know what others can survive, as they did.'
'Why?'
'Because they have no pity. They know what others can survive, as they did.'
28. Februar 2018
Man x Man, 2017
Why do people believe
the words are all true?
--
Why does everyone think
everything said in words...
...is the truth?
(Note: It's essentially the same sentence,
just different translations. The first is from
Netflix, the second from a YouTube video.)
the words are all true?
--
Why does everyone think
everything said in words...
...is the truth?
(Note: It's essentially the same sentence,
just different translations. The first is from
Netflix, the second from a YouTube video.)
27. Februar 2018
Rupi Kaur
it has been one of the greatest and most difficult years
of my life. i learned everything is temporary. moments.
feelings. people. flowers. i learned love is about giving.
everything. and letting it hurt. i learned vulnerability
is always the right choice because it is easy to be cold
in a world that makes it so very difficult to remain soft.
i learned all things come in twos: life and death, pain
and joy, sugar and salt, me and you. it is the balance of
the universe. it has been the year of hurting so bad but
living so good. making friends out of strangers. making
strangers out of friends, learning mint chocolate chip
ice cream will fix just about everything. and for the
pains it can't, there will always be my mother's arms.
We must learn to focus on warm energy. always. soak
our limbs in it and become better lovers to the world.
for if we can’t learn to be kinder to each other how will
we ever learn to be kinder to the most desperate
parts of ourselves.
26. Februar 2018
"Is It Love" by Rae Garvey ft. Kool Savas
Time stands still for no one
So get up off your knees
Stand still for no one
And no one's greed
It's enough, it's enough, you put your head in the ground
Look up, look up, your world is crumbling down around you
Oh, wake up
Ich hab' nie gelernt auch anzukommen, musst' immer weiter rennen
Fühl' mich gleich eingegrenzt von allem
So get up off your knees
Stand still for no one
And no one's greed
It's enough, it's enough, you put your head in the ground
Look up, look up, your world is crumbling down around you
Oh, wake up
Ich hab' nie gelernt auch anzukommen, musst' immer weiter rennen
Fühl' mich gleich eingegrenzt von allem
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25. Februar 2018
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