He doesn't love me.
But here's the thing.
I love me.
So, I'm done.
ZITATE. Sprüche, Redewendungen, Textauszüge, Liedtexte, Kurzfilme, Tanzvideos, Lieder, etc.: mir sind irgendwann die Post-Its und Notizbücher ausgegangen. Lumen [lat.] = Licht. Noctivagum [lat.] = nachts umherschweifend, bei Nacht umherziehend. Der Blogtitel ist vor Jahren in einem Gespräch mit meiner besten Freundin entstanden. Das Hintergrundbild ist von mir. Sofern nicht anderweitig genannt, zählen Zitate ohne Referenz zu "Unbekannt". ~Fiete, on hiatus
3. September 2019
2. September 2019
18. August 2019
13. August 2019
Designated Survivor: 60 Days, 2019
Secretary Cha: Your head isn't an ornament to look pretty.
Think about it. [...].
Are you naive or stupid?
Think about it. [...].
Are you naive or stupid?
9. August 2019
"The Perks of Being a Wallflower" by Stephen Chbosky
Things change.
And friends leave.
Life doesn't stop for anybody.
And friends leave.
Life doesn't stop for anybody.
2. August 2019
Just Between Lovers, 2017
They say a person's pet
who died earlier
is waiting for a person
when he dies.
who died earlier
is waiting for a person
when he dies.
1. August 2019
Terry Pratchett
Chaos is found in greatest abundance
wherever order is being sought.
It always defeats order,
because it is better organized.
wherever order is being sought.
It always defeats order,
because it is better organized.
"Sourcery" by Terry Pratchett
"I meant," said Ipsolde bitterly, "what is there in this world that truly makes living worthwhile?"
Death thought about it.
CATS, he said eventually. CATS ARE NICE.
Death thought about it.
CATS, he said eventually. CATS ARE NICE.
"Schweinsgalopp" von Terry Pratchett
"Der Busche ist übergeschnappt."
"Er ist exzentrisch."
"Worin besteht der Unterschied?"
"Aus einer Menge Geld."
"Er ist exzentrisch."
"Worin besteht der Unterschied?"
"Aus einer Menge Geld."
27. Juli 2019
16. Juli 2019
11. Juni 2019
10. Juni 2019
Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
So, do it. Decide.
Is this the life you want to live?
Is this the person you want to love?
Is this the best you can be?
Can you be stronger?
Kinder? More compassionate?
Decide.
Breathe in.
Breathe out
and decide.
Is this the life you want to live?
Is this the person you want to love?
Is this the best you can be?
Can you be stronger?
Kinder? More compassionate?
Decide.
Breathe in.
Breathe out
and decide.
"The Year in Ugliness" by Arabelle Sicardi
What part of yourself did you have to destroy
in order to survive in the world this year?
But most importantly:
what have you found
to be unkillable?
in order to survive in the world this year?
But most importantly:
what have you found
to be unkillable?
20. Mai 2019
19. Mai 2019
Charles Bukowski
How can you say you love one person when there are ten thousand people in the world
that you would love more if you ever met them? But you’ll never meet them.
All right, so we do the best we can. Granted.
But we must still realize that love is just
the result of a chance encounter.
that you would love more if you ever met them? But you’ll never meet them.
All right, so we do the best we can. Granted.
But we must still realize that love is just
the result of a chance encounter.
11. Mai 2019
The Secret Life of My Secretary, 2019
Don't blame me for your expectations.
Expectations are nothing but false hope.
Expectations are nothing but false hope.
- Do Min Ik
8. Mai 2019
"Why" by NF
I don't trust the thoughts that come inside my head (woo!)
I don't trust this thing that beats inside my chest
Who I am and who I wanna be cannot connect; why?
[...]
I push away the people that I love the most; why?
I don't want no one to know I'm vulnerable; why?
That makes me feel weak and so uncomfortable; why?
Stop askin' me questions, I just wanna feel alive
Until I die —
[...]
I'm a busy person, got no time for lies
[...]
A lot of people know me, but not a lot know me well
Hold my issues up for all to see, like show and tell
A lot of people know me, but they don't know me well
I don't trust this thing that beats inside my chest
Who I am and who I wanna be cannot connect; why?
[...]
I push away the people that I love the most; why?
I don't want no one to know I'm vulnerable; why?
That makes me feel weak and so uncomfortable; why?
Stop askin' me questions, I just wanna feel alive
Until I die —
[...]
I'm a busy person, got no time for lies
[...]
A lot of people know me, but not a lot know me well
Hold my issues up for all to see, like show and tell
A lot of people know me, but they don't know me well
5. Mai 2019
"Pink in the Night" by Mitski
I glow pink in the night in my room
I've been blossoming alone over you
And I hear my heart breaking tonight
I hear my heart breaking tonight
Do you hear it too?
It's like a summer shower
With every drop of rain singing
"I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, I love you!"
I could stare at your back all day
I could stare at your back all day
And I know I've kissed you before, but
I didn't do it right
Can I try again, try again, try again
Try again, and again, and again
And again, and again, and again
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-B5yr2zyY0)
I've been blossoming alone over you
And I hear my heart breaking tonight
I hear my heart breaking tonight
Do you hear it too?
It's like a summer shower
With every drop of rain singing
"I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, I love you!"
I could stare at your back all day
I could stare at your back all day
And I know I've kissed you before, but
I didn't do it right
Can I try again, try again, try again
Try again, and again, and again
And again, and again, and again
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-B5yr2zyY0)
1. Mai 2019
28. April 2019
"I Mean It" by G-Eazy
Listen, I'm tellin' you,
it's my world,
I does what I wish to
If you're mad
well, too bad
sounds like a
personal issue
it's my world,
I does what I wish to
If you're mad
well, too bad
sounds like a
personal issue
26. April 2019
24. April 2019
American Gods, 2019
Shadow Moon: Du hast mich nachdenken lassen. 1933 befreite Roosevelt die USA vom
Goldstandard, richtig?
Mr. Wednesday: Ja, und?
Shadow Moon: Man kann nicht in einer Bank Geld gegen Gold oder Silber tauschen. Du sagtest,
Geld sei der mächtigste Gott in Amerika, aber Geld ist eigentlich gar nichts Wert.
Mr. Wednesday: [nimmt einen 1 Dollar Schein] Ich habe hier ein Stück Papier. Aber ich will
diesen Salzstreuer. Du besitzt den Salzstreuer, aber du bist bereit ihn gegen
mein Stück Papier jetzt einzutauschen. Und wieso solltest du das tun? Ganz
einfach. Weil das hier eigentlich kein Stück Papier ist, sondern eine
Geschichte. Eine Geschichte, die du wieder und wieder und wieder gehört hast.
Dir wurde eingehämmert, dass das hier etwas Wert ist, dass es wertvoll ist.
Egal, welches Land, welche Kultur oder Religion, die ganze Welt liebt G e l d.
Die größte Geschichte, die je erzählt wurde.
Goldstandard, richtig?
Mr. Wednesday: Ja, und?
Shadow Moon: Man kann nicht in einer Bank Geld gegen Gold oder Silber tauschen. Du sagtest,
Geld sei der mächtigste Gott in Amerika, aber Geld ist eigentlich gar nichts Wert.
Mr. Wednesday: [nimmt einen 1 Dollar Schein] Ich habe hier ein Stück Papier. Aber ich will
diesen Salzstreuer. Du besitzt den Salzstreuer, aber du bist bereit ihn gegen
mein Stück Papier jetzt einzutauschen. Und wieso solltest du das tun? Ganz
einfach. Weil das hier eigentlich kein Stück Papier ist, sondern eine
Geschichte. Eine Geschichte, die du wieder und wieder und wieder gehört hast.
Dir wurde eingehämmert, dass das hier etwas Wert ist, dass es wertvoll ist.
Egal, welches Land, welche Kultur oder Religion, die ganze Welt liebt G e l d.
Die größte Geschichte, die je erzählt wurde.
21. April 2019
Virginia Woolf
The weather varies between heavy fog and pale sunshine;
My thoughts follow the exact same process.
[Diary entry dated 21 April 1918]
My thoughts follow the exact same process.
[Diary entry dated 21 April 1918]
12. April 2019
9. April 2019
5. April 2019
V, 10.12.2017, Korea - (Burn The Stage: The Movie, 2018)
I've learned to look back and
appreciate my times of trial
as they are also what made me.
appreciate my times of trial
as they are also what made me.
4. April 2019
RM, 13.03.2017, Chile - (Burn The Stage: The Movie, 2018)
Looking for answers
when there aren't any,
but we still learn.
Isn't that what life is about?
when there aren't any,
but we still learn.
Isn't that what life is about?
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