[That] I want to take pictures
because what you see is not everything.
What you see is not always real.
Everyone has something inside
that they don't show people.
ZITATE. Sprüche, Redewendungen, Textauszüge, Liedtexte, Kurzfilme, Tanzvideos, Lieder, etc.: mir sind irgendwann die Post-Its und Notizbücher ausgegangen. Lumen [lat.] = Licht. Noctivagum [lat.] = nachts umherschweifend, bei Nacht umherziehend. Der Blogtitel ist vor Jahren in einem Gespräch mit meiner besten Freundin entstanden. Das Hintergrundbild ist von mir. Sofern nicht anderweitig genannt, zählen Zitate ohne Referenz zu "Unbekannt". ~Fiete, on hiatus
19. Juli 2018
15. Juli 2018
Ghost in the Shell, 2017
Wenn wir unsere Einzigartigkeit als Vorteil sehen,
nur dann finden wir Frieden.
nur dann finden wir Frieden.
12. Juli 2018
11. Juli 2018
10. Juli 2018
7. Juli 2018
Michaela Angemeer
i was waiting for you
but my self worth
showed up
instead
who knew you'd be so easy to replace
but my self worth
showed up
instead
who knew you'd be so easy to replace
5. Juli 2018
"Your Heart is not a Hospital" By Nikita Gill
Your body is not a first aid kit
for broken people
and damaged souls
and hearts that are too tired
to fix themselves.
Your heart is not a hospital
to rejuvenate
and spend all of its life blood
on other people's problems
and sadnesses.
You have been created
from the blood
of incalculable planets
and immense supernovas
and infinite constellations.
And they didn't spend years
painting your soul
into masterpiece-like existence
for you to waste it on someone
who doesn't appreciate you.
for broken people
and damaged souls
and hearts that are too tired
to fix themselves.
Your heart is not a hospital
to rejuvenate
and spend all of its life blood
on other people's problems
and sadnesses.
You have been created
from the blood
of incalculable planets
and immense supernovas
and infinite constellations.
And they didn't spend years
painting your soul
into masterpiece-like existence
for you to waste it on someone
who doesn't appreciate you.
4. Juli 2018
Shing Xiong
Letztendlich spielt es keine Rolle,
wie oft jemand geatmet hat,
sondern wie oft er vor Glück atemlos war.
wie oft jemand geatmet hat,
sondern wie oft er vor Glück atemlos war.
3. Juli 2018
"A Little Braver" by New Empire
Well we met each other at the house of runaways
I remember it perfectly
We were running on honesty
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRRSzYIA1xM)
I remember it perfectly
We were running on honesty
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRRSzYIA1xM)
29. Juni 2018
Uncontrollably Fond, 2016
[Ich habe gehört, dass transplantierte Nieren ungefähr
10 bis 15 Jahre halten],
aber das sind nur Zahlen,
die Menschen gerne den Dingen anheften.
10 bis 15 Jahre halten],
aber das sind nur Zahlen,
die Menschen gerne den Dingen anheften.
19. Juni 2018
Russell Hammond
From here on out,
I am only interested in what is real.
Real people,
real feelings,
that's it,
that's all
I'm interested in.
I am only interested in what is real.
Real people,
real feelings,
that's it,
that's all
I'm interested in.
10. Juni 2018
9. Juni 2018
"Doubt" by twenty one pilots
Scared of my own image, scared of my own immaturity,
Scared of my own ceiling, scared I’ll die of uncertainty,
Fear might be the death of me, fear leads to anxiety,
Don’t know what’s inside of me.
31. Mai 2018
16. Mai 2018
"Bottom Of The Deep Blue Sea" by Missio
Welcome to my cage little lover
[...]
The sweet surrender of silence forces me to live alone
Locked and loaded, where the hell is peace of mind?
[...]
The sweet surrender of silence forces me to live alone
Locked and loaded, where the hell is peace of mind?
11. Mai 2018
"Ending Scene" by IU
10. Mai 2018
9. Mai 2018
"Goner" by twenty one pilots
I'm a goner
somebody catch my breath
though I'm weak and beaten down
somebody catch my breath
though I'm weak and beaten down
I'll slip away into this sound
2. Mai 2018
Fluch der Karibik, 2007
Nimm was du kriegen kannst...
...und gib nichts zurück!
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTt2hdWvW4g)
...und gib nichts zurück!
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTt2hdWvW4g)
30. April 2018
27. April 2018
24. April 2018
22. April 2018
"Falling into Love" by Alan Watts
Well, now really when we go back into falling in love.
And say, it's crazy. Falling.
You see?
We don't say "rising into love".
There is in it, the idea of the fall.
And it goes back, as a matter of fact, to extremely fundamental things.
That there is always a curious tie at some point between the fall and the creation.
Taking this ghastly risk, is the condition of there being life.
You see, for all life is an act of faith and an act of gamble.
The moment you take a step, you do so on an act of faith
because you don't really know that the floor's not going to give under your feet.
The moment you take a journey, what an act of faith.
The moment that you enter into any kind of human undertaking in relationship,
what an act of faith.
See? You've given yourself up.
But this is the most powerful thing that can be done: surrender.
See? And love is an act of surrender to another person.
Total abandonment.
I give myself to you. Take me. Do anything you like with me.
See? So, that's quite mad because you see, it's letting things get out of control.
All sensible people keep things in control.
Watch it, watch it, watch it. Security? Vigilance? Watch it. Police? Watch it.
Guards? Watch it. Who's going to watch the guards?
So, actually, therefore, the course of wisdom, what is really sensible,
is to let go, is to commit oneself, to give oneself up and that's quite mad.
So we come to the strange conclusion that in madness lies sanity.
(first found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wg8E68iKWps)
17. April 2018
Moonlight Drawn by Clouds, 2016
Wegen der sinnlosen nachklingenden Verbundenheit habe ich nicht den Mut es selbst zu tun.
15. April 2018
10. April 2018
9. April 2018
The Guardians, 2017
Flehe, solange du noch kannst,
denn während du flehst,
fällst du tiefer und tiefer.
denn während du flehst,
fällst du tiefer und tiefer.
6. April 2018
Bianca Sparacino
Be alone.
Eat alone, take yourself on dates, sleep alone.
In the midst of this you will learn about yourself.
You will grow, you will figure out what inspires you,
you will curate your own dreams, your own beliefs, your own stunning clarity,
and when you do meet the person who makes your cells dance,
you will be sure of it,
because you are sure of yourself.
5. April 2018
Nikita Gill
"Bitch."
The seemingly violent word eclipses
my nonviolent walk home
because I dared to ignore you.
I used to wither, you know.
Used to be crushed under the weight
when they spoke words like that
specifically to dehumanize me.
No more. I refuse to be darkened
by the words of shallow spirited men
birthed from the very wombs
they do not respect.
You called me a bitch
so now, I will wear it as coronet
reclaim every insult you throw
and you ain't seen nothing yet.
You've just made me angry
prompted the animal hiding
inside my rib cage, so take
these words as a fair warning;
Never again trivialise
the power of my sisters and I
because you only do it out of fear
of women stronger than you.
And you know what bitches do
when they smell fear, don't you?
We howl.
And then we hunt.
The seemingly violent word eclipses
my nonviolent walk home
because I dared to ignore you.
I used to wither, you know.
Used to be crushed under the weight
when they spoke words like that
specifically to dehumanize me.
No more. I refuse to be darkened
by the words of shallow spirited men
birthed from the very wombs
they do not respect.
You called me a bitch
so now, I will wear it as coronet
reclaim every insult you throw
and you ain't seen nothing yet.
You've just made me angry
prompted the animal hiding
inside my rib cage, so take
these words as a fair warning;
Never again trivialise
the power of my sisters and I
because you only do it out of fear
of women stronger than you.
And you know what bitches do
when they smell fear, don't you?
We howl.
And then we hunt.
4. April 2018
3. April 2018
"The Single Woman" by Mandy Hale
When you are your own best friend,
you don't endlessly seek out relationships,
friendships and validation
from the wrong sources
because you realize
that the only approval
and validation
you need
is
your
own.
you don't endlessly seek out relationships,
friendships and validation
from the wrong sources
because you realize
that the only approval
and validation
you need
is
your
own.
2. April 2018
1. April 2018
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