Bride of the Water God, 2017

Doctor Yoon's boyfriend is a pretty amazing person.
He's like a cruise ship among banana boats, so to speak.

Bride of the Water God, 2017

That night, the pain I felt all over my body, was carved into me.

"Glass Bridge" by Savina & Drones

"No Holding Back" by Kate Evangelista

Love is like acid in the veins. 

It eats you from the inside out until there is nothing left.

-Natasha Parker

T.S. Eliot

The purpose of literature is to turn blood into ink.

"The Great Gatsby" by F. Scott Fitzgerald

You see I usually find myself among strangers because I drift here and there trying to forget the sad things that happened to me.

"Beloved" by Toni Morrison

He licked his lips. ‘Well, if you
want my opinion–’

‘I don’t,’ she said. ‘I have
my own.’

"What’s Wrong" by Pvris

I don't need
a metaphor
for you to know
I'm miserable.

Rome is build on ruins
and is quite breathtaking;
what makes you think
you can't be too?

Frank Ocean

Whatever you do, never run back to what broke you.

"Oh, Morning in the Burned House" by Margaret Atwood

Strange how we decorate pain.

Charlotte Eriksson

Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make 

the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes.
Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. 

You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can 

make it one more.
You're doing just fine.

liryae

There is literally nothing in nature that blooms all year long,
so do not expect yourself to do so.

(found on tumblr)

Caitlyn Paige

We're walking with our eyes on everyone else, ignoring the screams that come from the people buried alive underneath our feet. Yet we say we're here for each other and say we care. And we hypocritically wonder why everyone is walking passed our own screams as though we don't do the same.

Violet L. Risla

I’m lost in a desert of indifference,
and the only compass I have
is my beating heart.

"Trust" by Chris Mc Goewn

your words were beautiful
if only they didn't lose
their meaning
in your actions.

"Turtles All The Way Down" by John Green

...you tell yourself, I am not my thoughts,
even though deep down you’re not sure what exactly that makes you.
Then you tell yourself to click a little x in the top corner of the thought
to make it go away. And maybe it does for a moment;... .

C. S. Lewis

If I find in myself desires
which nothing in this world can satisfy,
the only logical explanation is
that I was made for another world.

"Cause and effect" by Charles Bukowski

the best often die by their own hand
just to get away,
and those left behind
can never quite understand
why anybody
would ever want to
get away
from
them

"The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath" by Sylvia Plath

I desire the things that will destroy me in the end.

Klaus Mikaelson, The Originals

From all the poems written on the subject of unrequited love,
there are so few on the pain of being the object of that affection.
The truth is, Hayley, it's not love on which the strongest foundations are built.
It's the decency of merciful lies.

Lemony Snicket

It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger.

"Rückenwind" von LEA

https://open.spotify.com/track/37O8EdINn5y6nAO8qKY1lG
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJKmtK5PmSY

"Vakuum" von LEA

Mein Kopf ist voll und weil ich hier alleine bin
Hab' ich kein Problem mit mir selbst zu reden
Hab' nur ein Problem damit mich zu verstehen
Hab' 'n großes Problem damit mich zu verstehen

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQHhnhPFwOc und
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ggcVl1hcbQ)

"Tanz" von Cassandra Steen

"Rise Up" by Andra Day

"‘Rise Up’ is a just a song about any type of relationship. I look at everyone, as we all are brothers and sisters, and we are all sort of a body working together. So ‘Rise Up’ is really about saying one piece isn't better than the other. When this part is struggling, I’m gonna help you, I'm gonna lift you up, I'll be there. If you're going through pain, I'll go through the pain with you. If you're celebrating, I'll celebrate with you. It's sort of just saying that I will rise up for you." -Andra Day

Hitman 47

Die Geschichte der Menschheit wird durch Kriege bestimmt.
Und die Kriege durch die Menschen, die sie führen.

"Bom Bidi Bom" by Nick Jonas ft. Nicki Minaj

Tom Hiddleston

The word ‘fuck’ is enormously satisfying.

AERIALS Large HUMPBACK WHALE Confused or Lost In Ventura Marina

https://www.instagram.com/p/BOMWsB3B01c/?taken-by=vagab

1MILLION 1st Concert / UP ALL NIGHT

Dance Dance Dance, 13.10.2017

Prince Damien: ...Ich bin selber eine Art Paradiesvogel. Ich war immer anders als die anderen.
               Und die Menschen machen es einem unglaublich schwer so zu sein wie man ist ohne
               dass man sich dabei schlecht fühlt.

Cale: ...Und ich brauche einfach so jemanden wie dich [Prince Damien]. Ich brauche einfach
      jemanden mit dem ich mich identifizieren kann. Ich  h a s s e  das Wort "Paradiesvogel".
      Weil wenn man uns das sagt "Oh, du bist ein Paradiesvogel", dann heißt das so ja "Du bist
      talentfrei und Hauptsache du glitzerst und das ist das, was du mitbringst". Und ich sage,
      "Guck mal, wo ich heute bin. Guck mal, wo du heute bist."

🐳 🐳 🐳

Celebrating the 1000th post on my blog!! :) ♡

The whale in the headline is the emoji I use to motivate friends & myself and to push me further, even & especially when things get hectic. Of course, he has a name: Whale Walter.

Der Wal im Post-Titel ist mein Motivationsemoji. Und er hat auch einen Namen: Wal Walter.

My first post/ mein erster Post: http://lumennoctivagum.blogspot.de/2014/07/there-is-charm-about-forbidden-that.html.

Take care!
Viele Grüße!
Maire St. Lou

"Zerbrechliche Dinge: Geschichten & Wunder" von Neil Gaiman

Und doch ist so vieles zerbrechlich,
die Menschen zerbrechen so leicht
und mit ihnen Träume und Herzen.